Closure

Vulnerable is the word

Open to all forces

Cannot make peace with the peace

Confusion in conclusion

What was real, anything?

Too much to release

Struggle to breathe

Choked off from the light

Making amends with the end

No going back

Nothing was there anyway

Not even a friend

The circle is closed

Fate had its say

And now I’m close

To closure

Been here before

Not my best performance 

2^nd chance to learn

Short and to the point

Came up trumps now

And still got burned

Damaged but not as bad

As others, they are damned

Emotional vampires always thirst

Safer away

This always my only play

Their best still not as good as my worst

A mission set to fail

An arrest without bail

A voice is now closer

To closure

I must stop the thoughts

Running in my heart

Handling the answers

To my prayers

Never knew I could care

Bout something so severe

Exorcize the past

Nothing is meant to last

Something better waits

This is just my path along fate

Time to lock these doors

And accept the closure

Get Back

I keep giving in, thinking love takes work

You keep giving up, and make me feel like a jerk

I was swept away, leaving no trace of myself

But you take away, can’t see what’s left

I’ve been hoping for a change

A chance…to get back

The door isn’t closed, but it’s just a bit ajar

Before it was wide open, but now there are scars

I’ve been wishing for a way—to have faith

But it feels so cold now, as next to you I lay

Oh I just wanna know

How to get back

And the doubts, they linger on

Trust, it’s now gone

Just when I thought all was safe

Reality smacked me in my face

I risk, but not much this time

Cause like a plant, I lean to the sunshine

If I forget, will I not be reminded?

If I give my love, will I not be blindsided?

An exit is not the safest play

But my presence with you, has got to stay

So for now I’ll just leave an open door

For you to get back.

Sea to the Sky

Looking back at what could be

Sounds like subtle insanity

Try to rationalize, save your breath

Just go ‘til there’s nothing left

Alone with you and just the moon

I don’t want to hear another tune

If not for strength I would carry on

If not for faith I would be gone

Think it’s hard for you to choose

It’s harder for you to lose

Take your time for clarity

It’s chaos or serenity

Drown the doubts their pulling you down

Rise above and stand your ground

Take the sea to the sky

This is the time

Pay the ticket, take the ride

Or you’ll end up back in line

Forces swirl, their powers strong

Make you feel what is right is wrong

You’re not the only one with doubt

Not the only one who might want out

Been aboard this ship of fools

Want to fly up to the air that’s cool

Cut before the wounds still fresh

Bled you ‘til there was nothing left

Trust me I know that feeling

But there’s just one type of healing

Take the sea to the sky

It’s good to feel alive

It don’t happen twice this flight

And now it’s your turn to fly

GONE

What you saying, what did you say

No that ain’t cool

What you thinking, what did you think

I ain’t no fool

What you feeling, what did you feel

C’mon wasn’t that real

What you missing, what did you miss

Can I get an appeal

I ain’t got words for what is wrong

I ain’t got words for what you’ve done

What you seeing, what did you see

Was it all a mirage

What you bleeding, what did you bleed

Send me to triage

What you caring, what did you care

It’s not much

What you sharing, what did you share

Only what I got

I ain’t got rhythm for this song

I don’t hear bells, just a gong

Where you living, where do you live

In the past

What you sensing, what did you sense

That it’ll last?

Where you running, where did you run

Only away

What you seeking, what do you seek

Not the better way

I ain’t got nothing more to say, I’m done

And now the only thing left is to be gone

Wave

I see what will come

If we stay on this path

And it’s nothing

That will last

I can offer you it all

If you don’t want it

It’s my life, I can’t make you

Want to be in it

Love is a two way street

Can’t be doing all the driving myself

You say you need time

Let me be there to help

I can give it to you

Just ride the wave

It’s a waste to be scared

In the end nothing is saved

I don’t care how slow we go forward

Just don’t want to take any steps back

Feelings are fluid

Always moving, even when out of whack

Nothing gets started like this

And I’m looking for something great

But even if it ends like this

It’s still fate